My wife appeared to me, but there was something different yet beautiful about her. Her hair was very long and silvery white in color.
She was Radiant!
We talked for hours about the children and what heaven was for her, Disneyland. She loved it so much at Disneyland!
It has been over eight years now, and I'm still madly in love with her. I'm sure this is normal, or if I am crazy? All that I know is, I love the woman I married thirty four years ago!
It has been over eight years now, and I'm still madly in love with her. I'm sure this is normal, or if I am crazy? All that I know is, I love the woman I married thirty four years ago!
I also have a hole in my heart that gets smaller each and every day. Yet I feel it. It will only truly heal when I join her in Heaven.
My saga continues. It seems that as soon as I'm ready to move on, I have a dream where we are arguing. What the hell? I know that I can love another woman, I know this with all the fibers in my being. So why does a dream like this rattle me so? I know it shouldn't, logically. If you ask most people, logic goes out the window when it comes to love!
I guess it's up to me to figure out from on. Soon, my son will move out, and I will be alone. Completely alone. Maybe it'll be easier then?
I've just re-read this... How selfish and whiny this sounds!
People have greater problems than me! Still, I complain!! What a brat! I meant for this to be about love, not loss. My emotions take over too easily. My apologies to the reader.
Just know that I truly believe in the power of love. It will come my way again. Till then, I have a grandchild to love for both me and Erin. It makes me smile!!!
