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Sore muscles
Mostly my neck!
My left leg hurts below the knee.
I'm hoping that the pain clinic helps.
I AM TIRED ALL THE TIME.
Heart palpitations

I need a new power chord for my CPAP

HELP ME, PLEASE!

Iz

https://youtu.be/V1bFr2SWP1I

"..and when you make love to her, you feel true and beautiful passion and you, for at least that moment, lose your fear of death.
I believe love that is true and real creates a respite from death. All cowardice comes from not loving or loving well, which is the same thing. And when the man who is brave and true looks death squarely in the face it is because they loved with sufficient passion to push death out of their minds. Until it returns, as it does for all men. And then you must make really good love again...Think about it."

~~~~Hemingway~~~~

Patients in a relationship.

Where do I begin?... 

I hear men complain all the time about how little sex they're getting from their wife. It makes me laugh! They really don't understand at all. They don't understand what women have to go through every month, for their entire mature life!

 My wife kept me informed on everything in her life, inside and out, gross or not. This may be the reason I am the way I am. 

I'm not trying to say I'm better than any other man, just different! Just ask my brothers. I'm just saying that I loved and lived with the woman I married and because she had issues, well, let's just say we went the last eight years of her life on hold in the sex department. That was totally cool with me. I still got to see her, touch her, massage her, smell her, everything about her filled my heart with such joy and love. Everything!

Shortly after her death, we lost everything in a fire. The worst part was losing her scent. She was totally gone now! 

  

I miss her so much!

Dreams

 Again, I had the strangest, yet wonderful, dream again two nights ago.

 My wife appeared to me, but there was something different yet beautiful about her. Her hair was very long and silvery white in color.

 She was Radiant!

 We talked for hours about the children and what heaven was for her, Disneyland. She loved it so much at Disneyland!

 It has been over eight years now, and I'm still madly in love with her. I'm sure this is normal, or if I am crazy? All that I know is, I love the woman I married thirty four years ago!

 I also have a hole in my heart that gets smaller each and every day. Yet I feel it. It will only truly heal when I join her in Heaven. 

  My saga continues. It seems that as soon as I'm ready to move on, I have a dream where we are arguing. What the hell? I know that I can love another woman, I know this with all the fibers in my being. So why does a dream like this rattle me so? I know it shouldn't, logically. If you ask most people, logic goes out the window when it comes to love!

I guess it's up to me to figure out from on. Soon, my son will move out, and I will be alone. Completely alone. Maybe it'll be easier then?

I've just re-read this... How selfish and whiny this sounds!

People have greater problems than me! Still, I complain!! What a brat! I meant for this to be about love, not loss. My emotions take over too easily. My apologies to the reader. 

Just know that I truly believe in the power of love. It will come my way again. Till then, I have a grandchild to love for both me and Erin. It makes me smile!!!

Help

I've never known how to ask for help. But here goes nothing....

I find that I'm in need of a great deal of dental work. Caitlyn, my daughter, is getting married in September. My only goal is to be able to smile.

The problem, as usual, money. Does anyone have any ideas on how to raise money, legally. This is very important to me, and I've got to find a way! I will find a way! Send any ideas to my Facebook site. Thank you so much. VMP

Help, where do I find it?

I'm going to come right out and say it... I need dental care! Lots of it. Of course, I don't have insurance. I have every kind except dental. So, I'm stuck between a rock and hard place. I've tried every agency that I'm aware of. However, I'm sure there are some that I am not aware of. Being on a limited budget restricts my resources.

So, I'm putting my name out there!!! If anyone has a number for anyone that may be able to help with my situation, PLEASE let me know.

I figure my ego can be set aside if I can find someone , or a group of people, that might be able to help me.

Even if I don't, thank you for reading this...   :-)  Much Love!
I really do hope to hear from someone! Y'all take care now, ya hear!

Vince